This enhanced audiobook experience is a collection of messages sent by me to my narcissistic abuser, who I have fictitiously dubbed “Kathryn Mean – The Cockroach Queen” here. This story documents my experience of the tell-tale mind games played by narcissists when the romance has ended and the discard begins. I have chosen to expose this aging female covert narcissist in the hope that my story may help others navigate their way out of the brain fog caused by callous gaslighting, heartless scapegoating, ghostly stonewalling, and other Machiavellian manipulations designed to make you question your sanity. For the liberation of all beings!